October 16, 2006

Blah, Blah, Blah

That's how I'm feeling these days.

Not sure why.

I'm home from Missucky.

I've got a great boyfriend still.

We finally unpacked my boxes, so I'm feeling more perma-Amy.

My family is all fine and well.

My friends are all fine and well.

I've had this nagging cough but I can rest easy knowing it's not from smoking.

I have a great job.

And I got a scheduled promotion today.

So, that means I make more money.

To become debt-free faster.

I graduated from my class as Distinguised Graduate (like a valedictorian, sortof and I don't even think I spelled that word right...who gave me that award anyway?)

But with all these good things I think about:

All the PHO I ate while I was out of town (partially hydrogenated oil).

And all the running I did not do.

And that I am running a 1/2 in about 5 weeks.

And that I failed that stupido test.

And I still didn't run today.

And I am so freakin busy trying to catch from 2 1/2 months of being-goneness.

And I have this little nagging cough that won't go away.

Unless I take medicine that makes me act like a fruit loop.

And all I really really know that I want to do is to RUN RUN RUN.

But my butt just SITS SITS SITS.


Cause it's so raining, or cold, or hot, or dark, or I got busy and now it's raining, or cold, or dark.

I know. I really really know that once I get out there and just do it. I'll feel like a million unstressed bucks. My mind has convinced itself of it.

Now why can't it convince my butt to think the same way?

Til next time.

1 comment:

jeff said...

working my way from the bottom, and oh man oh man do i know the feeling. hope the next few posts get groovier. hang in there until i get caught up! heh